i am terrified

I don't know if I have the power to keep going.

Everything that I thought would be easily obtained is now slipping away. 

I need my dreams to become reality, and I need freedom.

Freedom.

Freedom from what?

Myself!  I have chained myself up; locked myself up and thrown away the key.

How do I get out?

Help.

Help.

Help.

Help...

Help!