more and more

I find myself less attracted to the idea of human interaction. If I could just not have to deal with other people, that would be so satisfying. I don't even want to have to interact with people I don't know. I don't want to chat with my Indonesian friend, I don't want to post on GoS, I don't want to leave YouTube comments... I'd just rather be left alone.

I don't want to do a damn thing.

Sometimes I think I'd be better off dead.